Monday, March 1, 2010

Days 9-12

Sucked!!

The old me would blame it on cramps and discomfort etc. Truth is I made lots of bad decisions and let my emotions and my funkiness get the best of me. I didn't work out to speak of, I ate about 2000 calories or more each day and wallowed. Wallowed in my own discomfort, disappointment, self-pity and self-doubt. It is weird how that stuff builds on its self. I finally got a hold of myself by focusing on the plans I had made and working on my notebook. I set up some step goals and non-food rewards, I found my lost nike+ receiver and suddenly started feeling much better. So far day 13 is looking much better but I will write more about that tomorrow.

Here are my step goals:

5K = Utensils from knifeandforklift.com ($25)
10K = Stilla make-up case ($70)
Mini Marathon = Professional massage ($100)

196.4 = Frame for quote cards ($50)
186.4 = New workout clothes ($50)
176.4 = Sign-up to sky dive ($150)

September 15th = Order B-day dress ($100)

If anyone would like to sponsor one of these step rewards that would be awesome other wise the plan is to save spare change and round my paychecks into savings (which = approx $20 per check).